Is there any book that can help me to be a normal person?

Priya,you've got to quit dwelling on this situation,it's not healthy for you mentally,if you are having problems I would suggest that you speak with a therapist to help you over come and cope with these feelings that you are having.It's time to move forward with your life and quit dealing and living in the past,it's like beating a dead horse.Just my thoughts.Tomb Raider.